I don't need you to question my decisions, as I do that well myself, a plethora of voices to account for no reaction, maybe one sanguine voice will rise, to drive a change and take me away from a desolate morbid graveyard to yet deserted but pristine meadows, with nothing but a hope to grow rather than just fade away, and maybe that is just enough.
The seed of all this indecision isn't me, I'm perfectly capable of making alright decisions. Well, maybe not that often. But at least I'm in control.