I don't care
I never did
I never will
I don't care about the stabs
I don't care about the lies
I don't care about the loss
I never did
I never will
I don't care about you abandoning me in the middle of nowhere or making me doubt every single person I meet or forcing me to look at the mirror and despise the foolishness I had.
I don't care about all the above.
I try to convince myself every night that I don't.
But, I do;
I fully keenly wholesomely do care and my care was my doom.