Tonight, a memory came I tried to recall But, suddenly, you start to fade Has it really been that long? Your laugh is distant If I could, would I try to remember in an instant? The answer is unclear Where have you gone in my head, my dear? Is this what letting go feels like? I still remember my feelings, but they're faint akin to old paint peeling in the attic of my body forgotten, rusted and creating a new setting Taking down the pictures, setting up new fixtures for someone new to visit I don't know how to say this But, tonight, a memory came I tried to recall but came only a blurry face and no will to remember at all.
4/10/18 Reposting this with a few edits, because the words ring truer to how I feel now :)