how is it
that im only 14
and ive already hit rock bottom
i dont know how much deeper i can go

how is it
that im only 14
and alcohol and drugs are the only things keeping me alive
and making me happy

how is it
that im only 14
and i wanna die
why would someone wanna die so young

how is it
that im only 14
and ive already witnessed too many suicides
my mom trying to leave me each time
how am i supposed to love her again

how is it
that im only 14
and i dont wanna be on this planet anymore
with too many scars on my wrists
and cracks in my heart

why am i so sad