Sep 2018
I'm filled with anger and resentment for what you did to me.
The cheating, lies, and betrayal even after you got down on one knee
you used to be my everything, day in and day out
now we're nothing but strangers with memories, without a doubt.
you've been the source of my suffering all this time
you led me on, pulled me in, only to break me again once you hit your prime
I told you that I'd never forgive you
But I find that it's the only way for me to forget you too.
The cheating, lies, and betrayal even after you got down on one knee
you used to be my everything, day in and day out
now we're nothing but strangers with memories, without a doubt.
you've been the source of my suffering all this time
you led me on, pulled me in, only to break me again once you hit your prime
I told you that I'd never forgive you
But I find that it's the only way for me to forget you too.
I fell in love with a person, granted he was only my boyfriend for six months before he broke it off around May, because he didn't want me to "see him fall into a pit of depression." I forgave him the first time, but then he knowingly led me on all summer telling me that "I still love you, I'm just lost" and then saying he didn't anymore. This happened over and over until we finally got back together, only for him to cheat on me.
No matter how much you think you love someone, always recognize their toxicity.
No matter how much you think you love someone, always recognize their toxicity.
