When I reach out for help,
a hellish beast returns from the void,
only to bite my hand.
My utmost desire is to scream,
I crave to cry the sweet tears of sorrow,
I wish to unleash my demons from their prison.
But i'm afraid I can't.
Life is a big oof
Call upon her to be your queen,
She's gentle, doe-eyed and naive.
The grim fate you kept from her was unforeseen.
Ask her to be your bride,
She's innocent, willing, and submissive.
When questions arise about her, "she's just a friend," You lied.
For no one could ever know the truth, not even her.
She's the other woman.
"are you ashamed of me?"
Every now and then, I still get butterflies
when I look into your eyes
I see a mesmerizing sight, glimmering pools of sparkling hazel shine
one's fixed on me, the other wanders off to the side, never to align
it's almost glimpsing into our destiny, our fate.
as if you had read my mind, you smile at me and then I remember
that I know I've found my soul mate
and I've been waiting for this moment, ever since September.
I can see through your facade,
You want to hurt me,
tear me apart limb by limb,
to bathe in my blood.
to make me suffer,
it would make you laugh once more.
stay away from me!
you're a wolf in sheep's clothing,
you're not who you seem.
only using charm and wit?
that won't work again.
I'll overthrow you,
because you're no longer king!
I, the queen, mean war.
You told me that I played all my cards right
but what I played didn't compare to her,
and the house of cards you were building would soon ignite.
So I ask:
did you really ruin my life?
Or was I too blind to see that you had come to my rescue?
All this time I've despised you,
but it's as clear as day that it wasn't your fault.
And because you were the key to set me free,
he will suffer in agony knowing he'll no longer get the best of both worlds.
I'm out of the ordinary.
simply put, I'm an outcast.
Baa, baa, I can see your savagery
and your pure illusion of remaining steadfast.
Yet I'm everything you've ever dreamed of!
Baa, baa, I can see right through your façade.
So stop trying to ****** me again, love.
you cheated on me twice.
I'm not falling for that one again.
I'll just wait 'till I die,
and I'll meet you by a bench somewhere in the afterlife;
We can just sit there and watch the world burn for all eternity.
20:45 - Oct 09