Every now and then, I still get butterflies when I look into your eyes I see a mesmerizing sight, glimmering pools of sparkling hazel shine one's fixed on me, the other wanders off to the side, never to align it's almost glimpsing into our destiny, our fate. as if you had read my mind, you smile at me and then I remember that I know I've found my soul mate and I've been waiting for this moment, ever since September.
You told me that I played all my cards right but what I played didn't compare to her, and the house of cards you were building would soon ignite.
So I ask:
Alaina, did you really ruin my life? Or was I too blind to see that you had come to my rescue? All this time I've despised you, but it's as clear as day that it wasn't your fault. And because you were the key to set me free, he will suffer in agony knowing he'll no longer get the best of both worlds.
you always come crawling back chasing me into fields of black tell me, why do you keep falling for me only to feed off my heart like a dog's flea you hold my chin and look into my soul with a sly grin why am I your heart's kingpin? I'd almost fall for you again but I know I'll be left for dead in the pouring rain
I wish you had died on that day then maybe I'd only face grief and not the betrayal of that double-edged sword you jabbed into my back. you said that you also wanted to die on that day then maybe you couldn't have to face the stress of killing me, and the depressing aftermath of which you ensued on yourself.