Woke up in a rush of light, piercing my eyes today. Too bright to keep them closed or open. I can't find my slippers, eyes rubbed, yesterdays mascara under eyes like bruises from lack of sleep; evidence of my lost mentality. The Supremes sang Baby Love in the kitchen on the radio- he never turned it off. Three balloons; Happy Birthday! Eighteen! Drink up! Hot pinks and purples next to orange walls. Cards in hues of turquoise and blushes of red;
none are from you, my dearest friend.
It was my eighteenth birthday today. Everyone was lovely, but I sobbed for two hours in my room when everyone went for decorations because my best friend didn't send me a message or a card- didn't even give me a quick call. Best friends, am I right? Forgetful to a fault. Forgetful to their best friends, when they need them the most.