My memories were those I had yet to live, My soul imprisoned In the depths Between life and deathΒ ... But in the nothingness I found everything I found hope, And everything I ever craved ... I found love- Enough love To finally break through The cracks of reality I had first called my life ... And yet I live and breath so deeply Sometimes I swallow the nothingness I so desperately try to hide
For I am haunted By the things I've forgotten And forgotten By ones I'm haunted by ... Just to be blown to dust Once more into the nothingness Like a fugitive Running away from time
(Small pieces of a long-winding poem that hit me right in the heart today. ~BM)