I am still waiting
For you to make the call
Lately I cannot help but feel
Like you do not care at all

You say you love me
Should I believe?
What my heart does not tell me?
And my eyes just cannot see?

I have always trusted you
With my secret thoughts
Since you don't trust me
My heart is ******* in knots

I wish you could understand
What I am trying to get through
I do not have the ability
To hurt or worry you

Our friendship suffered
Solitude is weighty
Heavier than the battles
That have happened lately

I want you to be sure
How much it hurt me to feel
The way I did when you fell
Now it is time to heal

Give me a bandaid
Stitch me closed tight
And I will try to get through
Another lonely night