Poetry has always been the medicine for my tired, tormented head, They tried to numb me away with many tiny pills, but "I'll be okay" I said. With confusion, I knew none would understand, What writing does for me, why typing or a pencil was more powerful than any drug induced trance.
When all has frightened me, From voices, hallucinations, and death, Writing is my heaven from the monsters who tell me: "No one cares or loves you, just shut the hell up and go to bed."
My schizophrenia has been a horrible hell for me lately, and so has resurfacing trauma. But needless, despite all my medications... The power of writing anything has saved my life more than anything.