long days and endless nights
were spent wondering
what was going on

i wanted to believe everything was okay
i needed to believe in us

because you always told me everything was okay,
you said you would fight for me

i was a fool
and you were lying

so now I'm that girl,
the one trying to fix
her broken heart with cheap glue
because she thought she was with someone
who would take care of it,
so she didn't bother to buy
the materials she would need
to put the pieces back together

and i don't deserve any of this,
i know that,
i did nothing wrong

but tears won't stop falling,
and it is because all i can do right now
is think about the day we met
and how perfect it felt
when your lips touched mine for the first time,
even the day you tried to reach my hotel room at six am whilst being drunk has a spot on my mind

and our last kiss,
god, you wouldn't let me go,
we were saying goodbye,
but it was supposed
to be temporary

why did you have to hurt me
and make it permanent?