Sep 2017
I guess
That after you,
I'm just* *cursed
To forever fear
Opening up
To anyone
Ever again
...
I've hidden
The pieces
Left of me
Deep inside
My steel heart
...
I'm just cursed
To forever push
Everyone away
...
Everywhere I look
I see these
Iron walls
Constricting
And yet...
...
I'm just cursed
To forever live
Behind these walls
I keep putting up
...
It's Dark
And Abandoned
Here
But it's
The only place
That's
Safe
...
I'm just
Cursed Lonely
**For forever and over again
That after you,
I'm just* *cursed
To forever fear
Opening up
To anyone
Ever again
...
I've hidden
The pieces
Left of me
Deep inside
My steel heart
...
I'm just cursed
To forever push
Everyone away
...
Everywhere I look
I see these
Iron walls
Constricting
And yet...
...
I'm just cursed
To forever live
Behind these walls
I keep putting up
...
It's Dark
And Abandoned
Here
But it's
The only place
That's
Safe
...
I'm just
Cursed Lonely
**For forever and over again
It was hard enough knocking down my walls the first time around... thanks to you I'm almost unreachable now (excerpts from a journal a couple years ago so it has a bit of an immature vibe to it but I don't like editing my past works so here it is)
