when you find yourself entangled in your own empty bed sheets 9 pm on a Tuesday and thinking of my velvet skin when you begin to miss me and my wild thoughts and the way I never knew better than to speak them keep it to yourself don't you dare tell me about the way you turn over at 4 am and forget I'm not there to pull closer don't call and say you wish you would've done things differently because God knows I gave you that chance don't be selfish anymore just let me be and let me believe you didn't care the way I always thought you did