If you were here right now i would probably jump into your skin and swim in your veins forever. despite all the bruises the lying the name calling. i begged for god to give me strength to leave and now that you left me i beg god for the strength to move on and breathe. you took everything from me. how does someone come back from this? how do i learn to breathe again? i'm so used to feeling fear because of you. now i'm finally free.