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My Hand

My hand held out...

...to guard your back

When your friendships lacked

...to give money or supplies

When you couldn't survive

...to hold your hand

When you needed support

...to give you a hug

When you needed love

...to high five yours

At all of your endeavors

...to pat on your back

When you succeeded this or that

...to throw a thumbs-up

Because you never gave up

 

My hand held out...

...to cover my eyes

Through all of the lies

...to hide evidence

When you lacked common sense

...to understand the unreal

Amounts of items you'd steal

...to my chin to stipulate

The way you'd manipulate

...to cover my heart and divert

From your stories that hurt.

 

I could do this when I had two hands.

I could juggle these separate demands.

My dominant hand is limp now.

The tasks I take on are now simple.

I can only do one thing at a time.

Like, write out this single line rhyme.

 

When you see my hand out...

...from utter desperation

Please don't tabulate your accommodation

...remember I never asked before my disability

That you had previously admired my stability

...homeless, ***** and hungry

Offer to help me, without charging money

...keep in mind, it's the only one I have

My abilities and tasks all need to be halves

...perhaps don't act put-out or surprised

Because the person who's asking is paralyzed.

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Written by
itsjustring
45 / Transmasculine
Published
Apr 20, 2017
Lines·Words
43·232
Notes

I feel like my sister is so concerned with money, she didn't offer help to her newly disabled sister (me) until I could pay her. When things got worse, she didn't even check on me because she knew I had no money.

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#family#sister#failure#disability#paralyzed#homeless#hungry#hurt#sad#help#love
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