You never made me feel as special as others make me feel now. You never treated me that well as much as others do now. I know you told me you never loved me truly But my friends do.. they are more than what I ever hoped. Its all about people, its how they are raised to be.. that's the difference between you, me and others. The way you treated me doesn't let me believe that I could be treated well. But yes, they are treating me well. How I wish I could make them feel as special as they make me feel too. How I wish I could forget everything and start with a new slate! How I wish..but wishes are not for me anymore!