It will hurt.
When you fall for someone and every single time,it never works out.
All that you did,it was all for nothing.
The spark that was ignited when you first met them,lit you ablaze and destroyed you.
You stopped trying.
You let the misery consume you.
You inhale sadness and exhale anger.
Everything you did,you regretted.
You wished you weren't alive.

But darling,this life is never worth it.
It will disappoint you.
It will break you.
But know that Allah,the Creator of the heavens and the earth,is always there.
When your sadness darkens your sky,the stars are there to guide you.
When the world breaks your heart,He is there to mend it.
He is always there.
Do not worry,dear self.
You got Him.
He will never leave you.
He will shower His mercy onto you like rain.
And you will bloom,just like a flower.