Since the beginning, you gave me sentiments or yourself. Like little golden specks from atop a shelf filled with books about you, twinkling, awaiting my reach, like stars in the deep nighttime blue. And as the morning came and dusk set in, I could see the shimmering things faded around our hemisphere as you reclaimed them for yourself. I was left staring at the sun in hope that maybe it could show me warmth like your old cloth once did. I pray either the night comes quick or I die before it gets here, because this daylight is burning up my insides.