Hope helps me to do more than survive it can help and lead me to live and breath fully. No more holding my breath out of fear of what the next moment holds or have my heart beat so fast that a simple breath eludes me. Hope gives me hope to take that leap of faith filled courage in spite of the fear of the fall, or the falling that will never stop. I must hope because the fear is consuming my dreams. So I shall hope in hope.
I am so tired.Tired of the anxiety attacks,that fear that fills me that I feel like it won't stop.That I won't ever be able to breath normally again. The fear is this heavy cloak that strangles me.This has to stop.I can't keep living like this.Change must occur. I also feel for those who understand my plight. Let us all be freed.