I've found the strongest poems to be the product of a purge of emotions that reign so ******* the heart that they pull at the fingers, draining energy from the tips as every word falls onto the paper, relentlessly.
I've felt the hollow shatter of a thousand nights of heartbreak, the kind that only poetry can seem to glue back together even if temporarily. The words on the page, unfiltered broadcast thoughts of late summer days and first loves, first losses, our wrists ache with rememberence as our hearts empty out.
We lose what we thought we still held to our souls as the sentences unfold and we are finally able to articulate what it means to be without, what it means to be empty. Those lines are but udnerstanding, full of compassion that we have still, hidden away in our hearts for the day they start beating again.
Why are the richest of poems products of the poorest of days, and why can I write nothing anymore as my heart feels full, for once, again?