I will find the one. I will live the life I want to lead. I won't be scared to love and be loved. I will say, "I love you", and have it said back to me in the same way. I won't be scared to feel. I will know what it's like to hold hands with the one I love. I will know what it's like to not be alone when I fall asleep at night and wake up in the morning. God, has a plan for me, for all of us.
These are the two words that I say to myself over and over again to remind me that my day will come...Constantly, I whisper to myself "one day, Alyssia! One day you will be ******* loved back by the person you love and you're gonna be okay, and you won't be scared", and so on. This is also for you guys who are maybe struggling with the same thing, constantly being patient letting yourself get hurt over and over again and you just want it to get to "the one" already and stop having to go through these people who don't deserve you. You may feel alone, but never forget that you are surrounded with people who love and care about you, and if you think you don't, well i'm here for any of you guys,seriously I am, and I love YOU!So guess what? Your day will come, don't you worry, but don't doubt it either because that never helps anything.