you blame yourself for everything. you believe you could have done something, anything to have prevented the event from occurring. but darling, humans are responsible for their own actions, all decisions are self-made. i know you have heard the voices in your head tell you otherwise. this is all your fault and I know you persuaded to your heart and soul with a melody of pleading. please stay with me, for me but they were deaf to your music. do not blame yourself for their lack of knowledge. do not blame yourself for their failure. so please, do not blame yourself for not being able to be their savior.