he has this thing, where he

makes me feel like i matter,

though sometimes im

afraid that its fake

that my heart is going to shatter,

that my heart is at stake.

he does this thing that,

makes my heart pour

with art that i

never knew existed inside of me

before.

he does this thing,  

that makes me go insane,

and use God's name in vain.

he says these things,

that makes me feel the heat rise

to my cheeks

that makes my eyes

grow wide in disbelief.

he does this thing,

/that makes me step into
a fantasy
and out of reality.\


why is it that he does this to me? do i like- no no no. I mean. But i feel like i never want to let him go go go.

he does this thing to me,
and it's tearing me apart.

he doesn't see,
the lovely
art he brings out in me.

can someone just please tell me what is this feeling?