every time i see you, i feel as if i can take on the whole world. you make my insides burst with the flitters of butterflies and you make my smile touch the edge of space and my laugh bubbles in the entirety of the air surrounding us.
because of you, i feel hope rise in my chest. you're like a whole new universe that i get to explore. my fingertips caress the blackholes and supernovas you possess and your eyes are a new experience in themselves, like wormholes ready to take you to a far-away galaxy every single time you look into them.
your hands are foreigners to my body. they know not were to start or to end, but they still are. they know what to do as if they were programmed to feel the vibrations on the soft skin of my back and the tenderness i have everywhere around.
you could give me a million new words and i'd spend countless hours trying to decipher them with this newfound knowledge that you have given me. how much do you know in that beautiful mind of yours? how many brain cells do you possess, you beautiful, intangible being?
your words keep me strong, they keep me alive. my heart beats stronger because of you, too. every single fiber of my being feels stronger and healthier and more in love with every cell that i possess. because of you, i feel more alive than i ever have.
your touch is still so soft even with your resilient hands. your eyes are like the eighth wonder of the world. they soften my heart with the dips i take into their deep blue oceans and the sea-foam green splashing inside of them. and your lips could speak a thousand incoherent words and i'd still smile because they were coming from your beautiful mouth.
because of you, i am falling in love with myself. i'm not sure that i've ever done that before. but i know this feeling inside of my chest and while i am infatuated with you, i am falling in love with me. and that's more than i could ever hope for.
so thank you, my dear, for being this unknown universe that i get to explore and for being someone who can help me fall in love with myself.
N, i'm a bit infatuated, i'll admit to that (things i didn't say to you while with you today)