I need some help help beyond this keyboard help beyond these words im searching for help that no one can understand im screaming silently im crying but only dust im not sure where ill go not sure where ill run not sure where ive even been anymore all i know is where i want to go i need some help judgement free criticism aside it wont help only make it worse none of this tough love ******* i need an understanding compassionate hand to help me out of this dark hole its lonely saddening depressing difficult and the last place i want to be anymore please someone just help.