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Nov 2015
Our lives run different ways
Maybe it is just another phase
I’ve been here before
And I want to do it no more
It’s dog eat dog all the time
It’s dog eat dog to survive
You’re in all of my daydreams
But that’s okay because I’ve got no self-esteem

I’m not the one that started it all
You sarcastic mister know-it-all
You’re rejection’s got me so low
If you keep then I just might go
I’m just the same as I was back then
And I’m never changing who I am
I feel quite poor, much to an extreme
But that’s okay because I’ve got no self-esteem

Why would you want to break my heart?
Why would you want to tear our love apart?
Now I cry, but I don’t tell anyone
Because I’m no longer your ‘Golden One’
And I know that I’m being used
But it’s okay, because I like the abuse
I’m in a nightmare; no one can hear me scream
But that’s okay because I’ve got no self-esteem

I know, after time in that horrid jail cell
The path to heaven runs through miles of clouded hell
I love you, please forgive me, for I know not what I do
I only wish that I once had the chance to actually meet you
Why did you not tell me who you really were?
Why did you not care if I was really hurt?
I know that you don’t care that you’re mean
But that’s okay because I’ve got no self-esteem
I’m just a sucker with no self-esteem…
Dedicated to all those that have suffered in silence...
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CkFH0KMO0G0
Nekia-Brooke Thomson
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Nekia-Brooke Thomson  16/F
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