i wanna sit next to you and watch that smile spread across your face and i wanna kiss you, run my hand across your face but... i wanna hurt you. feel the tears roll down my face. i wanna scar you. in your heart, without a trace. i want your eyes to know the shadow in my heart, deep within your own. i want your eyes to know all the blackness and the pain that you.put.here. you put it here. the lines you drew to cover up my smiles were all too dark. and it seems they won’t erase and i want you to know how this beating red soul turned to black marble, from one heartbreak.