How am I coping with it? But I’m not coping with it! I’m only… living with it. Day after day after day..?

What gives me most pain? The messages. Going through them. Asking myself what happened there. I don’t understand

What gives you relief? Time. I like when it passes.

What else do you like? I like being busy. I like drawing in my book. I like Sufi music. I like.. *forgetting!