Midnight in my mess of a room. outer chaos but inner peace. And outside there sleeps a beast that breathes with the wind and immitate the ocean so I can sleep. And it's pitch black tonight at least, looking out from inside. Beyond the tufts of grey sheep sleeping in the summer heat worlds are colliding, lighting up my midnight sky. Cities burned, and people died. planets and countries and towns were sacrificed to bring light to my midnight.... And it happened lightyears ago, I know. But it's those little things that give us hope. worlds collide and die, so that we have something to wish on at night, something reminding us to hold on tight just until the sun rises. And when it does and lights the sky the world will sing the victor's cry, simply because you are alive. So hold on tight. The sun will rise. Look up, hold your head high: the entire galaxy is cheering for you "fight for your life." "Stay alive." And "be alive."
Outer chaos/ inner peace. Because the beast inside me? Tonight, he's asleep.