I awoke from hungry dreams my soul hardly rested weary from a fight I carelessly gave my cells in a vain bid to feed them I forced my tongue to swallow poison the taste had dulled to acid gray My hands would not throw the dish away so I sacrificed what I could not afford releasing scarlet gold from crying holes I awoke from hungry dreams to another day of wretchedness
I am so sick and tired and I know not what I can do for myself