missing you comes in waves
sometimes tsunami's
and sometimes heavy rain
but tonight
i am missing you so much
i'm afraid i might drown in you

*i was never okay with the thought of you leaving, h.m

This distance that separates us;
The times I am spending without you;
Those nights passing by not saying good night;
Those days ending without a single "Hi";
All these lead to one thing-
I am missing You.

I miss you
when the night covers us in darkness
and I can no longer gaze into your eyes;
but I miss you
when the sun rises
and I can no longer hold you in my dreams.

I miss you
when it rains
and your face becomes a hazy mist against my window;
but I miss you
when the rain stops
and I can no longer feel you in the raindrops.

I miss you
when you are not speaking to me
and I have to rely on the memory of your voice;
but I miss you
when you speak to me
and I lose the anticipation of your gentle intonations.

I miss you
when you are away from me
and I long for your warm embrace;
but I miss you
when you are near
and I miss the missing of you.

And things that used to hurt are no longer sore.
I know I am broken, but don't mind anymore.
'Cause, although I've been shattered,
I am in repair.
I've come to accept that I'm still getting there.
And although it's been years
I think I can finally see,
That part of me will be fixed.
And part doesn't need to be.