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 Apr 2016 Pamela Penta
ryn
We hang
precariously
by the lies
we present as truth.

Dispensing tainted words
we thought inconsequential.
Ill-conceived notions
we sowed and nurtured.

But now we dangle
by the skin
of our fingers over this cliff...
Desperately clawing
to find purchase...
And gravity is a
mean *****.


P.S.: To begin with the end...

I am not ashamed
Dogs are more Loyal
And more Loving
Than Humans

..................

I am my beloved's Dog
A dog who loves my beloved
I am a loyal dog
I am dependent on my beloved

A dog
Who longs for its (owner) beloved
And waits for years
Just to get a touch of pat
On top of the head

A dog
Who losses beloved & misses like hell
Who even dies in wait for beloved

A dog
Who feel lost, and sad
When my beloved is sad

A dog,
Who play with my beloved
Jump, sleep and hugs beloved
Whenever I see a nod & a smile
From my beloved

My beloved gives me hope

Because I am a LOVER
I seek out for my BELOVED

I thank Mother nature
For making me in LOVE with my Beloved

Like a dog,
I am very affectionate
Kind and caring to everyone
But,
My BELOVED has a special place
In my heart and soul
That no one else can ever take

I do whatever my BELOVED asks me to do

Like a dog,
My inner eternal instinct is
To bond with my BELOVED
And to tell you all
My beloved is nothing else but
Full of:
LOVE, Love and love...

LOVE that is
Overflowing the brim of LIFE
My beloved has ample love to nourish
The seed of my LOVE
And entire universal LOVE

Like a dog
I want to LOVE my beloved
And be loved back by my beloved

I always want to be part of
My beloved's pack
I walk besides my beloved
I show pride with my tail up
I am sure my beloved
Will protect me,
And I will protect my beloved

Like a dog,
I am a constant friend
And a fellow companion
I go and sit besides my beloved's feet
(Without any reason)

I go and lick my beloved face
(Without any reason)

I go and jump on my beloved bed
Just to hug and sleep together
(Without any reason)

Like a dog
I LOVE, submit and surrender
To my beloved

My beloved is My Alpha LOVE

Irrespective of how, where, when
in what, which state my beloved is
Whether beloved is rich or poor
Educated or wise
Just my beloved being here is enough
For me to LOVE unconditionally

Even in all problems and tragedies
As a dog, I am the only one
Who stands besides my beloved

People say the words of consolation
And walk away, but I stay there
Waiting near the door
So that I can walk inside our home
Behind my beloved

if you want to know
The character of my beloved
Study my behavior
Study my character
My beloved is 1000 times
More graceful than me
More loving then me

This is the measure of my loyalty
This is the measure of my LOVE

Dogs are LOYAL
They love human
I am a DOG
And
I LOVE my beloved

My love is Z



EGO is biggest road block
On the path of LOVE
Wisdom of LOVE never comes from
Reading books or listening lectures
Hearing music or reading poems

LOVE comes from somewhere else
Mind is the greatest veil blocking LOVE
It never allows you to see
TRUE PURE LOVE without blemishes

Whereas intellect makes you believe
YOU understand and know everything
But you never do so in case of LOVE
LOVE enters your life in mysterious ways

Do not try to understand LOVE
With your limited six senses
Wait for your experience of LOVE
When someone LOVES you
Indulge in it
That is the experience & wisdom of LOVE

If LOVE is for satisfying your
Physical, intellectual, emotional desires,
Its not LOVE. Beware of that!

LOVE is a rising above
Your limited sense of LIFE

Controlling anything within your realm
For LOVE isn't LOVE
By seeking a Guru/ mentor
YOU'll go away from the true
Experience of LOVE

When you are face to face with LOVE
Free all your thoughts, senses
Then what remains with you
Is the experience of LOVE

LOVE is a  near void experience
YOU not being YOU,
But being your BELOVED
Only LOVE can give you that
Out of the world experience
"You inside  YOU" experience
"You outside"YOU" experience

The First  YOU is your BELOVED
The second YOU is you.



Beloved, for me...
YOU are there, at sea -
My ocean of LOVE
I'm thirsty in this desert
For a drop of your salty sweetness

If you don't embrace me
Still I'll fly over YOU
Days after days
Years after years
Birth after birth

Our existence was mired by our mind
It delusion ed us

Intelligence has
Wounded my wings of LOVE
I'm restless to fly
I've to overcome mind
And soar high - as high as
Rainbow clouds of LOVE

I know
I need strength
To fly across YOUR blue deep ocean
Your path of sea in front of me
An ocean of LOVE-fire
Deep within YOU

I'm not worried of crossing YOU
MY beloved...
Your vastness
YOU are enormous, unending
I'm prepared to fly over you
Adore your beauty,
Those waves, your aqua-marines
Your islands
Your ups and downs
And Your abyss depths

And when I'm tired
I will simply "LET GO"
Of my flapping wings
Of my stupid 'mind'
And fall smilingly into YOUR
Ocean beds of soft waves
To be devoured by your wavering flames

The whole world is stopping me
My mind is not letting me fall
Trying to make me understand
What a fool I am
To LOVE you unconditionally

A part of me understands but
Who will explain 'living'
To my heart and soul?

My heart says -
Why has the world & people
Forgotten the path of LOVE?

While I fly above - I see
The whole world is merry
Dancing and rejoicing
Blindly in the vulgarity of
Wealth & success

And I am at peace
In YOUR LOVE
Flying high, soaring great heights
Viewing the horizon of your ocean
Where the sun sets & moon rises

I fly on that bright side of LOVE
Below there is ocean and
Below that within YOU
Is the fire of your LOVE
The flames calling me to dive in

NOW, I'm not confused
I will dip myself in your ocean
And burn my EGO in your volcanic fire

While I 'Let Go' & dive in YOU
Tired and restful
Do hug me tightly within,
Embrace me in your fire of LOVE

Let us both extinguish
Our LOVE-fire within each other
And show the world
The way to LIVE, LOVE and DIE

I want to drown
in a pool of love.
I want the smell of perfume to fill my lungs,
and the sweet feeling of affection
to rush between every cell of my body.
I want to be held
I want to be kissed
I want to be cradled
as if I was the only one,
and nothing matters.
I want the touch of her
to make me feel safe.
I want my girlfriend to be  decided.
To know what she wants,
and to know that she wants me
and only me
is it too much to ask?
Or am I just dreaming too much again?
Ghost Town in my ears
Cleansing my soul like it's suicide season
I hope to feel the sun once again,
this moment in time.
I see dead things.
I see the world spinning making me nauseous.
The constant whispers drive me insane.
My youth story is beginning to come to an end
my eyes opening at the sight of fear,
the smell of lust,
and the pain of shame.
This haunting will never end,
the twist and turns levitate me up
like an angel rising to the sky.
This knife you placed in my back,
makes me feel like all there is to say is:
Football season is over.
You expect me to fall to your will,
when my allegiance is to the demon who holds me down,
and through the thick smoke
I ask
"Can you feel my heart"
And the only thing you reply with is:
"You're so creepy"
So as I stare at the black moon,
waiting to be taken to the
hospital for souls,
I sit here,
chanting
*"I am the Haunted Youth"
Shoutout to two of my favorite bands which inspired me to write this one
 Apr 2016 Pamela Penta
AK93
We all want to disappear
To tear our insides out of the existence sphere
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