Truly Yours

Some days it’s like your all that I have

Trying to hold on for as long as I can

But in the end, I’m merely just a man

With nothing more then these destructive hands

I’m lost in my head again

But it’s not so bad cause it’s kind of cozy in here....

All of a sudden the fact that I am naked and he is naked scares me.
I feel barren,
I feel too open.
Toes on toes,
Lips on neck-
Grabs me from behind,
Turn around,
Stare into his eyes-
I say I love you and he says it back-
But now it's over and I am thinking of Her again.
I am too emotional.

lately
I feel like I'm floating
an outsider looking within
even with friends
this feeling never came up before
why do I feel it now?
stuck outside
set aside from conversations
left boxed off from friends
reduced to nothing but
an outsider looking within

You once asked why I didn’t have another person to share my bed with
You once asked why I didn’t have another person to share my heart with
You once asked why I was still alone
You once made it seem like you wanted to be that person