21/F If you don’t like what I say please don’t bother commenting. I came here to express how I feel and have an outlet, not to be bullied just like everyone does on every social media outlet. 9 followers / 454 words
I need sleep I can feel my spirit breaking and my insides aching I need a breather But when I try I lose the air in my lungs I need a break but all I can feel is myself breaking
I’ve come to realize I’ve given my affection to the wrong person for to long Gave them to many chances to hurt me and then defend them Yet I can’t stop myself from loving them like I did all those other times
I hate this overwhelming feeling The things that hit you at once and make you start reeling The moments you hit the floor and can’t help but start kneeling Broken to the things that you can never quite block out.
You once asked why I didn’t have another person to share my bed with You once asked why I didn’t have another person to share my heart with You once asked why I was still alone You once made it seem like you wanted to be that person
14 I hated you 15 I got used to you 16 I got stuck with you 16 1/2 I loved you 18 you were my world 20 you saved me 21 you left me 22 is a sad time without you