Kaitlin Evers: Favorites

Sep 2016 Kaitlin Evers

Who am I

Sep 2016 Kaitlin Evers

Coko

Who am I

Shards of memories
Fragments of myself
When I lost these
I could no longer be myself
Each memory
Each object I my life
Each person I have encountered
They had their own special place in my heart
I have to bare parting with them
Emptiness has taken over my mind
One day I awoke
Mind blank and naïve of myself
The old me wouldn't be able to even imagine
Life without my talents
These precious memories
The close relationships with my friends and family
I lost these cherished moments that make life worth living
I have ceased to exist
When my reason for happiness, sadness, shyness, and kindness disappeared
I left with them

When I lost my memories, I lost myself
I literally don't know who I am

I was pushed off a balcony by my ex boyfriend around this time last year. I broke my jaw and lost my memory. The past year has been extra hard and life continues to be hard because I am still finding out who I am.

#pain #confused #memory

Sep 2016 Kaitlin Evers

If You Were a Dream

Sep 2016 Kaitlin Evers

Brandi R Lowry

If You Were a Dream

If you were the moon
I'd lie awake with you each night
And help you battle the sun
For your place in the sky.

If you were a soft breeze
I would chase the wind
Just to feel your breath
As the air caressed my skin.

If you were a dream
I would never want to awaken again.

#love #dream #moon #breath #relationship #longing #wind

Sep 2016 Kaitlin Evers

Tremors

Sep 2016 Kaitlin Evers

Arielle Dawn

Tremors

Alone never, forever, always my choice
Mindset blown to pieces, losing my voice

Is it up to you, up to me? Why do we dwell?
Who knows, can time really tell?

Time, destroyer of all
Attempting to heal us until we all fall

Sticks and stones, they hurt our bones
Words **** you, kick us from our thrones

Lost, desolate, insane
Rain engulfing me, drowning in pain

A sucker for the remedy
Drugs be the medicine, allegedly

The battle ongoing
Have I lost or are we growing?

Forever unknowing
Feelings nothing more but slowing

Days filled with nothing else but rowing
Grey times, the hurt overflowing

Sep 2016 Kaitlin Evers

Whirlwind

Sep 2016 Kaitlin Evers

The Faithful Dreamer

Whirlwind

My emotions are a whirlwind.
A swirling mixture of
grief, anger, fear.
grief, anger, fear.
And only by feeling them.
Only by giving them to Him.
Will I ever get out.
Of this whirlwind.

Aug 2016 Kaitlin Evers

"Color Me Color "

Aug 2016 Kaitlin Evers

Micahel De Tomasso

"Color Me Color "

"Make me brighter then the
sun shinning over the Pacific.
With the waters below flickering like
Diamonds in it's ocean spray.
Create my face as beautiful as the
most colorful rainbow floating through
The bluest sky's.
Keep my heart warm, but as RED as
The  Hell's fire's.
Paint my emotions that will run through
My body like the winds storms  over an Arabian desert.
Have your brush complete me with
Your warmest touch, and your favorite color.
For I am Your  canvas that you bring
TO life."