you understand

keep

telling

me

"time has already past, john"

                                                  "we can fix this.  please...we can-"

"i...i can't do this anymore"

                                                  "please... i'm sorry and i-"

"just stop. please."

                                                  "..."

"john...our love..what used to be our love is gone"

"we can't go back anymore"

"goodbye"

i spend most nights at home falling in love with the idea of you

be                                                                                                            with
someone
that makes
you happy

some people think that love is setting things free

through thick and thin,

               rain or shine,

                            in sickness and heath.

THEY SAY IT TAKES AROUND 14
DAYS TO BREAK A HABIT.
ITS BEEN 67 DAYS AND YOU'RE
STILL THE FIRST THING I THINK
ABOUT WHEN I WAKE UP AND THE
LAST THING I THINK ABOUT AS I
FALL ASLEEP.
SO TELL ME DEAR; WHAT KIND OF
HABIT IS THIS?

after all this time
i am glad you left
your absence was
the pillar.
that taught me how
i could stand on my
feet.

she was so artistic.
painting smiles on everyone's faces
but her own.

grab a plate and throw it on the ground

       - okay, done.

did it break?

       - yes.

now say sorry to it.

       - sorry.

did it go back to the way it was before?

       - no.

do you understand?

other people see
plain old brown eyes
but I see galaxies

you enchant me with your soft, glowing light

im jealous of everyone and i feel empty these days

you’re too much but I like it

where have you gone my feather light heart?

i never imagined i could leave.

take it easy

can anyone make this pain stop?

i am running down
a straight asphalt road fast

that's a one-way road,
so i don't get lost...
nor get stuck 'cause it's also
a highway

unlike others
who drive through unpaved roads

or be jammed on curved streets

i run this asphalt road laid down
by my wealthy parents

don't erase who you are inside

what little light that’s left, we need to keep it sacred
i know that you’re afraid to let all the dark escape you
but we can let the light illuminate these hopeless places.

you don't have me on my knees
but tonight's the night

where did you go?

I killed a part of me to keep you alive

there are
unpredictable emotions
like the tide rising on the sand

he's a lot more twisted than what he looks on the outside

nothing beautiful asks for attention

But when will I get a chance to be happy?

sugary white clouds filled tears of love,
inside me, butterflies and dewdrops

louder than
your demons

its not what it looks like

do I really want to go through this?