As day falls and the night rises from the dead once again
A new light is burning
I look at you and see the sunset in your face
And my heart stops beating
Never have I felt this way about you
Or anyone else like you
My eyes never wanting to leave your face
Begin to watch the decaying day

Each color falling into one another
As my heart falls into yours
I can't believe the thoughts running through my head
Everything is changing
There is nothing more i would love than to stay
Here with you forever

We're sitting so close I can feel your body heat radiating
You are my warmth on this cool night in the twilight
With self control falling to pieces
I reach out and stroke your face
Soft as clouds, I can feel you blushing under my hand
Your hand slowly running through my hair

So unsure, yet so confident
I know in my heart this is right
This is how it is suppose to be
How it is suppose to be

Your soft sweet breath blows on my neck as you say the words burning my tongue
My hands glide up and down, find you in the dark
Our cautious lips meet  
Soft and sweet
That turns to raw passion
I can feel my entire body aching for you

A giggle of excitement escapes my mouth as we come up for air
Never have I felt this way before
I just hope you feel the same way

8/11/12

I lay in bed trying to replay the night in my mind
The way her lips moved from lips to my neck
How her hands explored the familiar territory of my mind

I try to turn it off and sleep but
Then I remember how she kisses my stomach in just the right spot
Her curls falling over my sides softly kissing me
I remember her hands holding my hands in place

Rolling over I close my eyes tighter and try to clear my mind
And then I think of how she gives me that stare as she climbs my body
Her nails lightly grazing up my inner thigh  
Her silent moans fill the room

She's forever on replay in my mind
Her angelically devious smile she gives me when she knows I want more
The way her eyes glow green with excitement
The way her eyes radiate when I try to hold it in
Pure ecstasy

How could I stop thinking of her
Until once again I'm back in her arms
Begging for more

Have you seen me?
I've been gone for a while
I died last week while you were away
Nothing left but my empty body for you to scream at
Have you ever seen you?
I've been piercing the air with my pain
How do you not notice how I feel
Gone without a trace
Were you ever there
Did you ever love me?
I loved you more than my next breath
Did you see me?
When I finally realized who I was and who I am?
It's okay if you didn't
Because it has nothing to do with you anymore

She is always running though my
mind?
Running away from
me?
She's so close to me
Yet so far away
I reach out to grab her hand
And fall
down
to my own
destruction

It's small and white
It fits perfectly in my pleading hands

It's calling to me
Begging me to fail

Self control?
Gone.

Numbness takes over
Everything is lost

Pain is irrelevant
But needed

The silver flash cuts flesh
releases pain and agony

Rivers of red flow smoothly onto the floor
Collecting and turning into oceans  

Stop?
Why?

Never.

This is when the world makes sense
When nothing exist except she and I
Here in this moment I can swim to the bottom of the ocean
I can fly into space
I can climb the tallest mountain
But none of that matters when I here with you
You are the single thread holding me to Earth
Without you life would be irrelevant
Floating through the days, and drowning through the nights
All I could ask for in life
Is to lay in your arms forever
Breathing in your scent of security
To trace the molds of life on your face
To be here with you
Is all I want

Come follow me where nothing matters but you and I. We could be together, and nothing could separate us. Follow me under the waves into the dark world that lies below. Let go of everything and everyone, and follow me where light dares not go.

We could be the light of our new world, and fill every inch with love. We could live where time stands still, where there is no haste.

Don't think of the cold. Just close your eyes and take my hand. Take my hand and walk with me to the waves and leave this erratic world behind. Worry not of the past or the future, just here and now.

Follow me into a world that knows no endings or beginnings. Come with me and discover the peace the silence.