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Feeling alone-
so tired, stressed, confused,
trapped, lonely,
weak, empty-
too overwhelmed
by my lifes' choices-
too confused to know;
am I cherished?
am I longed for?
by another?
am I home?
my hopes and dreams,
wants and desires-
do I dare to have them?
Come home to me.
I'm lost-
show my heart the way!
Show me and share with me-
I believe, I dream,
I want, I hope...
to be whole, once again.
My journey is astray-
let me be a part of 'it'-
a part with you-
I want to feel alive, loved,
and longed for, too.
Searching? hiding out?
I'm here!
Are you out there somewhere?
do I have a soulmate?
is he out there?
or just in here?
in my head?
is he real?
searching; possibly for me?
standing aside, waiting til
I see?
already a friend?
have I met him yet?
take my hand, open my heart-
let me know,
if you exist for me!
set my heart free-
are you all for me?
or do I only get, but a piece?
cause you are already taken?
am I to be awaken?
or do I only get to
see you, feel you, have you;
only in my dreams?

Dreams.... take me away!

2006


COPYRIGHT; Sabrina Denise Healey,
~Angelmom~
some of the things you said had a way of being stained into my memory
like the ring from the coffee cup still lingering on the table
but the taste of cigarettes on your lips still burns my throat
and I can't bring myself to sleep without the lights on
you whispered just a little too much and now your voice is something I can't shake
stars can't come close to the light in your eyes
you held me just a little too long and a little too close and now your touch is what I always crave
the constellations in your freckles appear in my dreams
and only in the morning do i awake to your scent
THIS IS FROM MAY 2014
I need you
I need you like oxygen in my lungs
I need you like a heart needs blood
I need you like a daughter needs her mom
I miss you
I miss you like a cold winter day in summer
I miss you like the moon misses their mom
I miss you like a child misses the sun
I loved you
I loved you like a mother loves her son
I loved you like a day with sunshine  
I loved you like the moon loved the stars
in middle of this ocean
in a boat without an oar
no land in the distance
this silence is a roar

no gulls flying by
no fish in the sea
no storm either
this was not melancholy

neither day or night
nor dusk or dawn
why did you put me here
am i just your pawn
We are stars, she and I
So intoxicated and bewildered am I
by her radiance
How distant she seems
How passionately she burns
with a fire dismissed by those from afar
So lucky am I to have known her dearly
Walking down the sidewalk
I wonder how many
broken hearts there are...
One, Two, Three...?
You can see it
in their eyes...
Four, Five, Six...?
You can see it
by the way their head is hung low...
Seven, Eight, Nine...?
One with a broken heart
can usually see it in another...
Ten...?
That's far too many,
fore I haven't even took a step...

Dreams shattered...
Hopes drift away...
Wants get hidden deeper inside...
Desires are ignored...

Some think to mend a broken heart,
you can try to fall in love again...
I know that isn't possible...
You'd always think of the one
you truly love...
You'd always dream of the one
who captured your heart...
You'd always wonder
what they were doing and with who...
You'd be left hoping
they were thinking of you, too...

2008

COPYRIGHT; Sabrina Denise Healey,
~Angelmom~
Always An Angel
My Angel.
Daddy's gone away,
but Mommy's here to stay.
To watch over you-
And you to guide me,
through each and every day,
You'll always be with me.
Almost three
that day is coming.
Almost three years
you've been My Angel.
My Angel is here.
My Angel is there.
Here inside me!
And in my memory.
Forever My Baby
Always an Angel
My darlin' one,
My only Angel Girl
My tiniest, My Angel
Always an Angel
My sweet, my baby
Forever My Baby, Always An Angel~
Love, Your Mommy

1998


COPYRIGHT; Sabrina Denise Healey,
~Angelmom~
'Twas just a dream
Enough to **** the sleep
Mongering fantasies these eyes can't keep
Of that which a heavy heart is filled                              
Is not, it's not yet ready to spill
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