Yo me pregunto a veces,
¿por qué tengo que mirar al cielo,
o Por eso quiero ver las estrellas fugaces,
cuando te tengo a mi lado
Tengo el universo*


I wonder sometimes
Why do I have to look at the sky,
or why I want to see shooting stars,
when I have you by my side
I have the universe

What's in holding hands now,
when later you'll not even remember
the color of eyes of your lover.
What's in bringing favorite flower,
when you're going to forget,
the first time how you both met.

Sick of falling in love,
I'd rather stay out of love.
For I hate looking at
red fake beating hearts,
or the cupid who's got
no better work to do
than making and breaking
creating and destroying
stupid hearts, endings and starts.

Counting like I always do,
but not days this time,
or shades of black and blue.
Stars appear less in number,
all fallen to make my wish come true?
or are they tryin to hide behind,
the sheet of smoke and dust?
I'm not trying to even find,
why stars don't shine bright enough,
or how they hear the bells chime
when two souls fall in love.

Maybe they just pretend,
how the days they spend,
waiting to get one glimpse,
to feel the countless butterflies,
and to believe known lies.

It's good I don't feel anymore,
numb to the core,
Anti- Love a few more days
before I start hunting for
eye candies?!?

Your love holds a simple allure,
my inexplicable love for you is pure,
just how the waves crash on the shore.
When you add colors in my life so blue,
I know i'm in love with you.

When i can't take my eyes off you,
Your charismatic smile makes the best view,
You say i'm one in the few,
I know i'm in love with you.

Spark in your eyes makes me glow,
Your mellifluous tone gets me lost in the flow.
I want to be with you like your shadow.
You mesmerize me and everything looks new.
I know i'm in love with you.

Crush my soul or
rip me apart
I just can't let you go,
You're a part of my heart.

Anything & everything i want to remember is YOU!
I know i'm in love with YOU.

It's raining outside,
while I'm right here,
thinking of you,
wanting you by my side,
like the raindrops trailing by,
in a pattern that somewhat,
falls into the blue of your eyes.

The colors that I could see,
washed away at once,
some shades of the fragrance,
on the pallete of my dreams,
to add another colour of love,
while it passes in a single gleen,
before closing the sky to our last 'love scene'.

I've been flying accross the ocean,
travelling through shadows,
watching the sun go down the horizon,
gazing at every reflection through the windows.
To get a fleeting glimpse of you.....

To get a fleeting glimpse of you,
I've been drifting in lanes,
dancing alone in rains,
crossing mountains of despair,
blocking every love affair.

Hoping, i'll find you one day.
You'll be forever mine, some day.

I let it trail on my skin,
cold yet gentle touch.
Just as I turned around,
there was nothing much,
that I could see.

Again,
It touched me slowly
but there wasn't anybody

This time 'it' forgot to call my name,
it kept chanting something again,
Trace of nothing I could find,
it did leave its shadow behind.

It's there but it's not there,
here or elsewhere,
somewhere maybe
near... it's here

Hello to my fellow humans :D


Thank you for reading my random thoughts, for sharing your experiences, for
giving me inspiration and for appreciating even when my words made no sense.
You all have touched my life in some way or the other.


So
Thank you!
Dankie
shukran
m̀hgòi
Vinaka
merci
grazie
dhanyawad
gracias
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:D :)

I've added a new word in my dictionary,
it's after the name of the one I love,
Toby

He's the one with deep blue eyes,
that's often the subject of my lines.

I don't wish to look at any beautiful sight,
for the one I love, brings me enough light.

Anything I wish to praise or admire,
this word shall get the meaning higher and higher
and higher...
and higher...

Leaves are falling
in a state of green
as they gyrate
to the song of a birdie
that I had seen,
12 months back.

Could it be Spring,
a play of colors,
shades and tints?
In a land, leaking green,
where leaves tend to wink
while settling in a new routine.

All the hues, feather & due
merged into an orange,
petal in front of me.
that was too keen
to go back into it's reality.
Outside the Window,
a world of dreams
nature's glow
that can't be seen
while you face a screen
buried in a chair
wonder where
it 'Smells like Spring'.

Looking at you i try to breathe,
Shedding some tears,
pain doesn't seem to cease.

Feet burning on coal,
as i gaze at the invisible wall.
I drift in a dark hole,
taken far in one spin,
trapped under my own skin,
In a place too far,
trying to win the war.
Tormented enough, i won't let it win.
No matter  how broken i'm from within.

I am scared of
myself...

I refrain from getting
any help...

I hear your voice
nomore...

I feel hollow
to the core...

I fear my tears
won't stop.

I see my eyes
going red...

I feel my hair
all messed up...

I see my skin growing pale
My voice shrieking in pain....

I had told you before,
if you leave me again
i won't be able to laugh anymore.

I thought we had moved on,
'Cause I left 'us' way behind.
I knew you'd be gone,
if I looked back,
one last time.

Now I really can't decide,
if I made a mistake,
by choosing dark,
over light.
'Cause now I am,
in the depths of the song,
that you wrote for me,
the words you sang to me,
strings you played,
before fading with,
the crashing waves,
in an endless sea.

But,
I thought we had moved on,
'Cause I left 'us' way behind.
I thought you'd be gone,
but,
when I looked back,
I had been wrong,
all this while,
I wasn't alone.
when I saw you smile,
I knew I was falling again,
falling in love again.

Another day a new word,
same old skin a new wound.
Borrowed a smile from a stranger,
before I painted myself
in colours of life,
over reds of danger.

I put myself in the mess,
Everything around empty but dense,
Nothing but a pawn in the game of chess.