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nehyl May 2014
Yo me pregunto a veces,
¿por qué tengo que mirar al cielo,
o Por eso quiero ver las estrellas fugaces,
cuando te tengo a mi lado
Tengo el universo*


I wonder sometimes
Why do I have to look at the sky,
or why I want to see shooting stars,
when I have you by my side
I have the universe
I am learning Spanish, had to pen down some romance.
:) Simple and basic though.
1.8k · Nov 2013
Anti Love
nehyl Nov 2013
What's in holding hands now,
when later you'll not even remember
the color of eyes of your lover.
What's in bringing favorite flower,
when you're going to forget,
the first time how you both met.

Sick of falling in love,
I'd rather stay out of love.
For I hate looking at
red fake beating hearts,
or the cupid who's got
no better work to do
than making and breaking
creating and destroying
stupid hearts, endings and starts.

Counting like I always do,
but not days this time,
or shades of black and blue.
Stars appear less in number,
all fallen to make my wish come true?
or are they tryin to hide behind,
the sheet of smoke and dust?
I'm not trying to even find,
why stars don't shine bright enough,
or how they hear the bells chime
when two souls fall in love.

Maybe they just pretend,
how the days they spend,
waiting to get one glimpse,
to feel the countless butterflies,
and to believe known lies.

It's good I don't feel anymore,
numb to the core,
Anti- Love a few more days
before I start hunting for
eye candies?!?
1.1k · Jul 2013
I know i'm in love with you
nehyl Jul 2013
Your love holds a simple allure,
my inexplicable love for you is pure,
just how the waves crash on the shore.
When you add colors in my life so blue,
I know i'm in love with you.

When i can't take my eyes off you,
Your charismatic smile makes the best view,
You say i'm one in the few,
I know i'm in love with you.

Spark in your eyes makes me glow,
Your mellifluous tone gets me lost in the flow.
I want to be with you like your shadow.
You mesmerize me and everything looks new.
I know i'm in love with you.

Crush my soul or
rip me apart

I just can't let you go,
You're a part of my heart.


Anything & everything i want to remember is YOU!
I know i'm in love with YOU.
1.0k · Jul 2013
(Don't) Leave me alone
nehyl Jul 2013
Sun shines without a companion,
through trance falling into oblivion.
I never asked you to be mine.
You still wanted to sip from my wine.

The one who never sang his part of our love song,
The one who belongs to me, is gone,
I plead you all to leave me alone.
I could figure things out on my own,
If you leave me alone! Leave me alone!

Pardon me for my irrevocable sin,
to let a frivolous being like you to crawl on my skin.
I traveled through latitude and longitude,
following your refulgent eyes,
to my disappointment, ended up in lassitude

The one who promised to stay lifelong,
The one who belongs to me, is gone,
I plead you all to leave me alone.
I could figure things out on my own,
If you leave me alone! Leave me alone!

Come back to me,
Together we'll make it through any sea.
Once you're back home,

Don't ever leave me alone.
955 · Nov 2013
British Boy
nehyl Nov 2013
He's got chocolate brown hair,
most **** sideburns,
I have to stare and I don't care,
if he gawks back at me,
or his grin widens.
those **** sideburns....

He's got deep blue eyes,
if he could let me in,
I'd swim across and reach his heart,
come back and do it from start,
or stay forever,
in eyes of heartbreaker...

He's got **** British Accent,
he keeps talking now and then,
but he's just a friend,
so I  just smile and listen,
wishing I could be more then a friend,
more then a girlfriend...
Now he wants to read what I'm writing 'cause he's been talking & I've been just smiling.
947 · Jun 2014
Love scene
nehyl Jun 2014
It's raining outside,
while I'm right here,
thinking of you,
wanting you by my side,
like the raindrops trailing by,
in a pattern that somewhat,
falls into the blue of your eyes.

The colors that I could see,
washed away at once,
some shades of the fragrance,
on the pallete of my dreams,
to add another colour of love,
while it passes in a single gleen,
before closing the sky to our last 'love scene'.
909 · Jul 2013
Journey of regrets
nehyl Jul 2013
The door appeared ajar,
malignant forces pulling from far.
vehement sin,
Yet i stepped in.
Only to break to shreds,
A journey of Regrets.*

A voyage that led me somwhere,
my every part was played fair,
Was i stuck in middle of nowhere?
Where  sun never rises or sets,
Began 'A journey of Regrets'.


Only my skies aren't blue,
reliving in old hell yet so new,
Falling to aphotic depths turned true.
Living in this world so fake,
now my demons are wide awake.


*Fleeting cynosure could make me confess,
Had i not been in middle of 'Journey of Regrets'.
864 · Jul 2014
7 Time Zones!
nehyl Jul 2014
You sleep for 9 hours and some 12 minutes,
about 10,417 miles away from where I lay,
though, this hour would also end the daylight.
I'm waiting for you to open your eyes,
so here, I can begin my day.
The one who's miles away
806 · Jul 2013
You'll be mine someday
nehyl Jul 2013
I've been flying accross the ocean,
travelling through shadows,
watching the sun go down the horizon,
gazing at every reflection through the windows.
To get a fleeting glimpse of you.....

To get a fleeting glimpse of you,
I've been drifting in lanes,
dancing alone in rains,
crossing mountains of despair,
blocking every love affair.

Hoping, i'll find you one day.
You'll be forever mine, some day.
740 · Nov 2013
Schizophrenia
nehyl Nov 2013
I let it trail on my skin,
cold yet gentle touch.
Just as I turned around,
there was nothing much,
that I could see.

Again,
It touched me slowly
but there wasn't anybody

This time 'it' forgot to call my name,
it kept chanting something again,
Trace of nothing I could find,
it did leave its shadow behind.

It's there but it's not there,
here or elsewhere,
somewhere maybe
near... it's here
690 · Dec 2013
Stranger's eyes
nehyl Dec 2013
A stranger,
I thought I had met before,
when we had  just crossed paths,
or made love on the same floor?
For I wasn't very sure,
about the dress, that day I wore,
or if we had rushed through those doors.

Same stranger,
sets his golden eyes on my face,
or was his gaze sliding lower, bit lower.
I could tell, this was that place,
for how his fingers trialed,
where his stare had been laid,
I thought this moment would fade.

Stranger's eyes,
telling me to close my eyes,
for his cold fingers knew the way,
to the growing sinful skies.
Not anymore, I could hear or see,
for the stranger had hypnotized me,
I had read his eyes when only,
he could see me.
619 · Nov 2013
Thank you everyone!
nehyl Nov 2013
Hello to my fellow humans :D


Thank you for reading my random thoughts, for sharing your experiences, for
giving me inspiration and for appreciating even when my words made no sense.
You all have touched my life in some way or the other.


So
Thank you!
Dankie
shukran
m̀hgòi
Vinaka
merci
grazie
dhanyawad
gracias
­
:D :)
Can't think of more than these!
615 · Dec 2013
Tobilicious
nehyl Dec 2013
I've added a new word in my dictionary,
it's after the name of the one I love,
Toby

He's the one with deep blue eyes,
that's often the subject of my lines.

I don't wish to look at any beautiful sight,
for the one I love, brings me enough light.

Anything I wish to praise or admire,
this word shall get the meaning higher and higher
and higher...
and higher...
589 · Nov 2013
Smells like Spring
nehyl Nov 2013
Leaves are falling
in a state of green
as they gyrate
to the song of a birdie
that I had seen,
12 months back.

Could it be Spring,
a play of colors,
shades and tints?
In a land, leaking green,
where leaves tend to wink
while settling in a new routine.

All the hues, feather & due
merged into an orange,
petal in front of me.
that was too keen
to go back into it's reality.
Outside the Window,
a world of dreams
nature's glow
that can't be seen
while you face a screen
buried in a chair
wonder where
it 'Smells like Spring'.
Physically at work, mind outside the window after an Orange petal.
nehyl Apr 2014
RUSSIAN

Красивый  но жестким

(Beautiful but TOUGH)
I find Russian very beautiful (script and spoken). It's very hard with some letters similar to English but sounding  entirely different.
Got some serious questions! :P Anyone who can help?
533 · Sep 2013
War of LOVE
nehyl Sep 2013
Above the rising sun,
beyond the fading horizon,
Crawling up the walls slowly,
'War of love" has begun.

To let it stay and breed,
or to remove every seed,
To find hell or heaven,
remains an unanswered question....

Besieged by an enigma,
gleams a colourful aura.
The walls shall let him break in,
'cause the 'War of love' has begun.

Near or far,
no matter how distant we are.
He's been staying in the confines
CONFINES OF MY MIND
522 · Jun 2013
Trapped under my own skin
nehyl Jun 2013
Looking at you i try to breathe,
Shedding some tears,
pain doesn't seem to cease.

Feet burning on coal,
as i gaze at the invisible wall.
I drift in a dark hole,
taken far in one spin,
trapped under my own skin,
In a place too far,
trying to win the war.
Tormented enough, i won't let it win.
No matter  how broken i'm from within.
522 · Dec 2013
irascible
nehyl Dec 2013
Don't speak a word anymore,
I'm not yet fully awake
been this way for a while,
while you've been calling me puerile.

It could be a little trouble,
when I turn to you again,
for I won't remain stagnate,
more harder for you to tolerate.

When I awake from this sleep,
you might go the other way,
but that way won't be normal,
'cause you've even called me irascible.

You're what I've started to see,
after chasing a world unseen,
Call my name, I'm deep in stoic,
for you call me once, you have no choice.
Basic stanzas as of now, some editing and I wish to write this in form of a song.
510 · Dec 2013
It wasn't a dream
nehyl Dec 2013
I thought I was dreaming,
You looked back one last time before leaving,

Without even giving a reason why,
you waved your last goodbye.

Out of nightmare, i wake up in a trance,
To bring you back, this could be my last chance.
You're actually nowhere to be seen,
maybe it wasn't just a dream.
I hit everything that comes my way, before i fall,
from switches to our photo hung on the wall.

I fell on my knees,
when i hear you scream.
"What happened to the freakin' light?
How will i get soap off my eyes"?

I roll on the floor laughing hard,
I say,
"I'm sorry, we'll fix it, i'll start".
496 · Sep 2013
I am scared of...
nehyl Sep 2013
I am scared of
myself...

I refrain from getting
any help...

I hear your voice
nomore...

I feel hollow
to the core...

I fear my tears
won't stop.

I see my eyes
going red...

I feel my hair
all messed up...

I see my skin growing pale
My voice shrieking in pain....

I had told you before,
if you leave me again
i won't be able to laugh anymore.
489 · Feb 2014
7th time we met
nehyl Feb 2014
All the same, since I saw you last,
same old face I had forgotten too fast.
was not the same 7th time we met.
like you locked me beneath the layers of lust.
everything about you, I can't seem to forget.

How did I not see what I could see now,
Curves of your lips that I missed somehow,
took my breath away the moment you smiled,
my heart swirling at the thought of going wild,
while I could just smile like a happy child.
475 · Aug 2013
When you stare back...
nehyl Aug 2013
A moment of ease,

when i look at you,

But my heart tends to freeze,

when you stare back like a statue.

My heart starts beating like a tribal drum,

when you start walking my way,

My face goes shades of red almost numb,

when your chocolate spikes come in full display.

My breathing goes fast having you so close,

then you walk past me pushing me out of your way.

I keep glancing down at my toes,

then i hear the girl behind me shout 'Hey'.
465 · Mar 2014
Exactly the same!!!
nehyl Mar 2014
Everything's exactly the same,
though it's been just 640 days,
that I haven't heard your voice.
not seen you with my eyes.
457 · Oct 2013
Falling in Love, again?
nehyl Oct 2013
I thought we had moved on,
'Cause I left 'us' way behind.
I knew you'd be gone,
if I looked back,
one last time.

Now I really can't decide,
if I made a mistake,
by choosing dark,
over light.
'Cause now I am,
in the depths of the song,
that you wrote for me,
the words you sang to me,
strings you played,
before fading with,
the crashing waves,
in an endless sea.

But,
I thought we had moved on,
'Cause I left 'us' way behind.
I thought you'd be gone,
but,
when I looked back,
I had been wrong,
all this while,
I wasn't alone.
when I saw you smile,
I knew I was falling again,
falling in love again.
So he wrote me another song and sent me the video, even though, we aren't together anymore.
'Getting over' part gets more complicated. :)
443 · Oct 2013
Need some song suggestions.
nehyl Oct 2013
Hey there!
Which songs y'all like to hear?
A few titles you'd like to share?
Need a new playlist,
I love rock and metal
but open to all genres.
429 · Nov 2013
Colours of life
nehyl Nov 2013
Another day a new word,
same old skin a new wound.
Borrowed a smile from a stranger,
before I painted myself
in colours of life,
over reds of danger.
428 · Jul 2013
empty but dense
nehyl Jul 2013
I put myself in the mess,
Everything around empty but dense,
Nothing but a pawn in the game of chess.
422 · Sep 2013
First time
nehyl Sep 2013
So i've started to write,
wonder if,
I am doing it right?
I clearly remember how and when,
first time,
I didn't let my mind trifle,
instead
willingly let it scribble.
my hands were trembling,
my droopy eyes blinking.
My mind had a clear picture,
memories of 'us'.
Making each other's life a mess,
then coming back to confess.
Pain you had put me through,
Love we shared was true.
You wanted me to leave behind hesitation.
'Cause you've been my soul motivation.
There i began to write,
then there was no end to it.
I still have my first,
i don't want to write my last ever,
That's my biggest fear.
nehyl Oct 2013
You're not the only one,
if you've always been
deprived of the blooming sun.

Clouds aren't a shroud of gloom,
not a curse either,
pouring rain might turn out into a boon.

You're not alone,
Get up and find your way back home.
'Cause there's a beautiful place where you belong.
Yesterday felt like 'the world' had come to an end for me, today's morning air was a bit refreshing and i hated myself to even think about ending my life. I was simply being a coward.

but now I AM NOT GOING TO GIVE UP, no matter what!

{Listening to Broken by Shaun Morgan(Seether) and Amy Lee. }
419 · Sep 2013
She's my skin
nehyl Sep 2013
Whenever,
I look in the mirror.

They say,
that face on the reflective wall is me,
every word each day,
I refute calmly.
"cause they *can't
see,
what i refuse to believe.

They see my white skin,
but they can't feel,
how hollow i'm from within.

They grin when i smile,
maybe they don't get,
'cause i never revile.

They try to push me down,
but that won't break me,
even if i lay facedown
.

In the mirror,
the other half of me,
fixes her gaze to see,
If we look the same,
but i say,
i'm the one in pain.

Again she flashes a smile,
but i know what she tries to hide.
She's just my skin,
i'm her soul.
I seek refuge in her,
She passes away in a blur.

Whenever,
i look in the mirror
.
407 · Dec 2013
Followers???
nehyl Dec 2013
Why do you follow me?
321 · Oct 2013
The Secret! Can you guess?
nehyl Oct 2013
The Secret my red cheeks hide,
the reason behind my growing smile,
i thought only you knew,
but i ended up telling a few.

Now i hope i don't get to see,
a 'you' getting mad at me.

For the ones who don't know yet,
It's going to be out soon enough,
But until then, Can you guess???
318 · Sep 2013
Heart or Brain?
nehyl Sep 2013
You can't get over him,
he might be waiting too.
Says my heart,
hoping it to be true.

You can't have him back,
He's gone his way,
says my brain,
He was never meant to stay.

It's now or never,
whatever i go with,
will remain forever.

Who's right?
I can't decide......

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