A,B,C,D,E,F,G
Gathering thoughts that you gave to me am at lost for words its the smell of defeat .
H,I,J,K,L,M,N,O,P
Pouring out my heart leaving nothing behind, dehydration calling it a crime .
Q,R,S
Starving , craving love, can't keep holding on am not his spouse
T,U,V
Voicing my opinion but no one can hear
W,X,Y,Z
Zing , thought we zinged really thought we did but am here with a broken heart no hope no trust no love just tears..

#NanaJ

I got this thing for black boys or should I say black men!
Hair, no hair, smiles with pearly whites ,
Black with that macho look, the one's who act like ain't nobody could mess with them.
Black boys who's pants are just a little bit under there waist  but smiles when they see a pretty little lady pass on by.
black boys or should I say black men with ambition and strength to rule the works but lets their ego take over their world.
I am in love with black boys!!!!
Many people may ask why? why do I say such thing?
See my theory is that black boys are the must sweetest
( They say it's the little thing that matters the must ) and the lord knows everything black boys do is little.
Don't get me wrong am not bring down my black boys, cause they are the best.
Either its in bed of just holding my hand letting me see whats coming next .
When you think about black boys in every little thing that you do your thinking greatness, your thinking strong, your thinking brave, your thinking fearless .
You see I , I  am a sucker for black men!!!!
They role , they fight, they  treat, they entertain , they love , they give hugs, but must of all they make you feel wanted in ways ............ lord knows i can't say does ways .
I am in love with a black boys and not the one's who worn't raise right or the ones who where mislead but the ones who where hurt , the ones who have no hope . the black boys with so much ambition that not even a steal house with no windows nor doors can hold in.
See I Nana R. Justice I am in love with a black boy and it takes more than just lips and hips to hold them down it takes courage strength and being brave cause lord knows black boys can be a handful but who cares.
I am in love with a black boy !!!!!!!!!!!!

My soul is at peace when he speaks , his words penetrate my heart like a beat that can't be replace, retrace or even replaced by another . he know christ ! the best part is he's one of the  soldiers that are  coming and he is holding my hand on this trip telling me never to give up and to just keep on smiling because that smile one my face , the strive in my attitude and the success in my mind will take me a long way. and if he could only take me somewhere tonight either be the beach or the river side , it will all be ok cause he speaks the words of a true man, and promises never to take my love for granted and begs me to do the same , so you'll read this and never understand how the words of a righteous artist can impact a young girls life you don't know cause only I know ....

Let's say I was given the power to create the perfect boy for me!
Where to start where to start we here to start?
Hmmmm....
Physically he would be tall dark and handsome with the sweetest smile ooo he'll have me week, his gestures would be so gentile, his eyes would speak peace and his lips would see me.
If I was given the power to create the perfect boy for me!!!
mentally he'll be a a Bee; who takes good care if his queens, his mother , sisters and even me. He'll be hard working and strive only for greatness. Determination will be his key to unlock the door to all our success for whats his is mine and what's mine is his !!!
If I was given the power to create the perfect boy for me !!!
Emotionally he'll be as fearless as a lion; territorial , respectable , genuine , humble, brave , patient but most important loyal to me...
If I was given the power to create a boy perfect for me!!
Spiritually he'll know his place and without god there won't be a we.
I could always wish dream and hope fur a boy , but weather it's time for me to find that guy the guy who work wine and dine and not only when he wants my dime  but all the time . I'll be hear waiting someday you'll find me and this time it would be better than the last for now I'll just chill

Irregular Irregular just an irregular emotion it comes every month I'll call it my period.
Some times it change some times it stays the same but must of the time it has me feeling so much pain; pain killers are my drugs and in this case *** is my love to get it off my mind I politely take my time and choice my next line to ****** you to come over cause baby its prime time.
Irregular Irregular just an irregular emotion it plays with the mind and most of the time it have me feeling drake with you on my mind past event that I can erase!! first two days are the worst cause it has me all upset thinking thing that god himself will not approve , but baby some times I wish you die so I wouldn't  have to encounter another you in my life .
I wish you would get sick but not just sick; sick that you cant do nothing just a dead weight .I wish so bad that as you walk on the street someone will just come take your life in a blink of an eye I'll be the first to cry cause then I would wish I hadn't  wish all the bad things I did when I was upset
Irregular Irregular just an irregular emotion thank you  god am on my last day the final days to ketch my step and realize am finally courageous enough to say I had enough and I thank her for taking you off my hands. It may sound like my period but its not its the three days out of every month I sit back and think about
the first guy I loved
glad to say that's in the pass here is your application am looking for a new man!!!!

The image you show is one of a happy boy turning into a man and yet to learn all the crosses of life . Tall dark skin that egg shape head that I can't seem to get the image  out of my head from between my legs .. But let's give you a glass of whiskey in fact that not enough heads up this bottle of bittaz just to make sure take two shots of tequila and I'll have you right where I need you to be . Telling me everything ,everything that hurts you everything that makes you feel some type of way . Telling me about girls you pass true and the fact that they made you feel whole for that second but you mind some how finds it's way back to the smile on my face that brings you at peace . Stories about lectures that teaches you nothing that you already haven't  known but yet it reminds you of me .. Back to the times we would sit for hours talking about life and the world and the people in it and every time you would ask the question did you know? I'll look at you and smile and say no I did not just so you can shake your head and continue thinking that your teaching me the world . Even duh everybody told me other wise I never dough yet for a second that you weren't the reason for my smile. Deep in your stories you said her name Mrs boo and you smirked a smirked you never did when talking about girls that reminded you of me . That very moment my heart sunk so far down I did not hear anything that you said after that it was like  I am at the bottom if the ocean searching for air to breathe know there was no way out but up , up seems so impossible to reach to I fight . Fight back the tear the anger the betrayal the disappointment . Holding my tongue and looking the other way . That night I found myself laying on my back with you on top and I felt nothing and usually we zing but yet i wanted to feel something but instead I stopped and looked you in your eyes and realize after all these year I still couldn't get you to look me in my eyes , I still couldn't get you to kiss me with your heart or touch me with your souls . But yet I fight back from leaving for my heart I was trying to store but how could you store away some you can't find . You lucked me behind jerseys and friends . You feed me to *******  and hoes , but I'll tell you this it won't be no more it my take sometime for me to get over you but lord knows I'll linger your mind for years to come because everything about her reminds you of me so try to leave try to forget you've place yourself in a trap and I wish you the best of luck for the original is on her way out while the Copy is putting you throw a drought...........

                                             ­                                          Yours truly
                                                                ­                        Justice