21/M/Philippines I am strong at the same time I am weak, I could be my best at the same time I'm my worst. I am my greatest strength and I am my greatest weakness 26 followers / 3.6k words
I know this wont make you whole again. I know this cant complete you nor compensate to all the hardships you had with me but I would like to say sorry.
I'm sorry for being me. I didnt know any better. I'm sorry, I was clueless that you like me from the start. I'm sorry that I shared all my hardships and life and didnt heared yours I'm sorry that I was sharing how my days went and didnt had the time to listen to you. Im sorry for always being so sweet and caring. I didnt mean to break your guard. Im sorry for always talking to you constantly even when I dont have anything to tell you. Im sorry for always answering your late night calls and talking to you until dawn. Im sorry for sharing my 1st love and it wasnt you. Im sorry that I always scream to the world how she meant to me and letting you see it. Im sorry for telling you I will court her and ask you for advices Im sorry for having someone as the moon for my tides when I was your moon. Im sorry for talking to you when she broked my heart. Im sorry for the days I was so broken and all I have to talk too is you. Im sorry for failing to see that you where there all the time I was so down Im sorry for telling you I wasnt loveable when you have loved me. Im sorry for going into deppression and pushed you away. Im sorry I was stupid that I started hurting myself. Im sorry for not noticing your late night calls. Im sorry for not answering for chats and text. Im sorry for not caring for your care. Im sorry for calling you when I was slowly becoming okay. Im sorry for being insensitive, I didnt know you were having a hard time. Im sorry for being okay when your not. Im sorry for not giving you a chance. Im sorry for saying thank you, when you said you love me. Im sorry I cant give the love that you gave me. Im sorry for making you wait. Im sorry that you have grown tired. Im sorry for not making that leap. Im sorry that I was afraid. Im sorry for thinking I can make it on my own. Im sorry for the love I cant repay
The Hardest Goodbye are those you didn't expect to those you love and give respect
It was like yesterday when you said see you tomorrow lets have some fun we just wrote our bucket list but did none
Now I found myself crying I know its not a dream I expected the worse and accepted the pain but nonetheless it caught me off guard now my heart is in fragments its in shards cause there's a goodbye even when its unsaid
There's allot of things I didn't had the chance to say cause up to now I cant accept that it was the last smile the last laugh the last giggle we had
I remember your words and I don't want to forget even when it will hurt when I Finally accept the unsaid goodbye when you said see you tomorrow lets have some fun.
You are my sunrise on my east. The sunset on my west The moon for my tides The darkness of my night And The light of my day You are The reality of my dreams.
Writing a poem is as easy as 1,2,3. But then again you will be at 6,7,8 Without writing the 4 & 5 Now you try think back like 8,7,6, But still skipping the 5 & 4 cause you thought Writing poem was easy as 3,2,1.
Asking question But I dont know why Its hard to answer Without wondering why Questions produces Answers followed with a why Is it so hard To stop the why The unlimited question Continues to the infinite whys.
You were broken I was too and I took my time listening to you for I thought it would help me too
we shared our thoughts and talked about it
Wrote a poem of the beauty of your chaos the undying strength of your resolve
time flew by as days has passed
we talked about the moon with coffee in hand
months have past and we were going strong even though there's no label on what we are
but one day you just disappeared without a trace
I was left searchin for you and the feeling of you
Few months again I received a poem and I know its you
was devastated for I cant reply for the stranger also left without a sound just the poem saying goodbye.
Pearl Im very sorry. I want to hug when we meet again, I know we will. In my time and when Im in control. So that I will be brave enough to hold you close!