सानजानि साना सोनाब फैसालियाव
लासै लासै दोबै लांनायनि उनाव
दाउसिन-दाउलाफोरा गावसोरनि बासायाव उन्दुयो
बेबादिनो खोमसियाव उन्दुस्रियो बयबो
गोजां बोथोरनि बे हर गेजेराव
आं जेब्ला बायजोआव ओँखारो
अख्रांआव जोँदोँ रिथि-रिथाव
सोरगिदिँ जेरैबो समायना हाथर्खि
सोरबा अनजालिनि मिहि हाथाइबादि
हाथर्खिनि गेजेराव सना गाबनि अखाफोर
जोबोद खुसि जेन'बा बियो रंजालि
बिखौ दिनै समायनासिन नुदोँ
बिनि खुसियानो सोरांनि महर लादोँ
सानखौ गावनि बिखुंजोँ फांथेनानै
बुहुमा दा जोबोद खोमसि
नाथाय अखाफोरा सोरां होनो नाजायो
बेसेबा सुदेम गोजोन मोखांजोँ
निहिर गोग्लैयो बे हराव थर थर
दा बिफां-लाइफांआ जोबोद सिजायो
गोदान फुंखौ नेनानै थायो बयबो

I could hear
the angels sing
as I stood upon
the mountain top.
I looked
to the land below.
Then to
the heaven's above.
I swear
in that moment,
I believed in God.

It hits out of nowhere, with no warning.
A year since my last mental breakdown,
Thinking I was done with suicidal ideation,
And it hits me with the force of a torpedo.
I never know where it was lying dormant
Or what triggered the volcanic eruption
That burns away all progress made.
I just know that it hurts, and the ash lays heavy on me.
I lie down and I don't let myself get up.