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monica Sep 2016
Maybe there’s a lot more wrong with me than I can see
Can someone please tell me what’s wrong with me
It’s getting harder to breathe
It’s getting harder to see
It’s getting harder to understand the world around me
monica Sep 2016
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My heart hasn't been okay since May, and you broke it again in August
To you, I was a joke and you couldn't wait to make me choke on every meaningless word you spoke, and every fake smile you shot in my direction
I'm trapped watching you and your new love
She could have been me, and we could have been happy
If I just ******* let you in
Maybe we could actually be more than the boundary I put up to keep you away
It may have not been love, and I know it wasn't enough
I just want you to know you're still imprinted in my head like the tattoo on your chest
more of a rant
monica Sep 2016
I wake up early in the morning, but don’t bother leaving my bed
The mess inside my head effects my legs
It feels like I’m tied to the bed, but I don’t mind
It’s almost time to go to bed again
And I’m ready for bed
Because it’s not like I left it today anyways
monica Sep 2016
Letting people in is something I’ve always struggled with
I've tried to overcome
Too stubborn to let someone help me

Your face is the rain, and your voice is turning to hail

I will soon push you away and try to stray far
*I won’t answer my phone, but I'm still hoping you’ll call
monica Sep 2016
I got into your head, dragged you to my bed
I should feel bad, but this is all I have
This wasn’t love for me
If only you could see
You are only good for one thing
monica Sep 2016
Do you ever miss me?
Because I always miss you
I'm starting to question everything
I don't know what to do

I can't let anyone in
It feels like I'm letting you win

You don't want me to be happy with someone else
You want me to be miserable by myself

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