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 Aug 2019 mickey finn
nat
pristine
 Aug 2019 mickey finn
nat
i'm being swallowed by guilt and fear and self loathing
the burden of lives i haven't even lived
i try to escape my thoughts by smoking until my face falls off
but i know in 9 days
my head will spin and collapse
and thinking about introducing myself
transforms my insides into cherry blossoms and molten lava
social anxiety
turns my face into a bouquet of flowers
have you felt what its like to walk into a gigantic building you don't know
and its full of strangers
my face lights on fire and fireworks shoot from my eyes
i write ******* nonsense and the people in my life waste their time thinking i'll grow into something better
i deserve to feel lonely all the time
i am like a box of dark chocolates:
filled with disappointment
a short poem for today!
 Aug 2019 mickey finn
Phoenix32
Days bleed into months,
so much time has passed

Still, the hunger remains.

On these sheets are stains,
reminders of the past.

Relentless thoughts ****** and enslave me.

Wanting you to dominate and slay me.

So effortlessly you detain me.
Your body I’m craving.

Take me down and feed my need,
oh how you do it so well.

Your essence like a drug, I’m addicted to your spell.

Captivated by your enchanting eyes.

Your scent so sublime.

It’s only a matter of time...
 Aug 2019 mickey finn
Lama
what if
 Aug 2019 mickey finn
Lama
what if we stopped the time
to the moment where you held my hand
and told me it’s okay to cry when i’m sad
it’s okay to scream when i’m mad

what if we stopped the time
to the moment when our eyes locked up
in a fantasy
our bodies attached and picked up
to a room of secrecy

what if we stopped the time
and told you i love you a thousand times
before the clock ticks and end our time

what if we stopped the time
under the sky forever staring at the stars
and longing for a moment of mending scars
desiring a form of you
sculpted into my heart
dreaming of you
transforming into shapes of art

what if we stopped the time
because i hate saying goodbye
 Aug 2019 mickey finn
Cyd
Vermillion
 Aug 2019 mickey finn
Cyd
stomach in my head
my head scattered every where
red is the abyss
no longer am I fearing
I doze with a grin, knowing
 Aug 2019 mickey finn
putiira
I pour my heart out onto paper.
It’s safe there.
 Jul 2019 mickey finn
haysia
You put colors to my life
never realized that
putting all the colors together
will make my world dark.
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