Not to sound risky or anything
But I'd like to scratch a few things off my list

I guess if I had to say it
I'm afraid of being in a relationship
What if I mess it up
What if I don't meet expectations
What if I'm not good at being romantic
What if I'm not compatible
What if
What if
What if

Just a broken heart
Giving love a lost turn
Finding nothing in part
Amending my ways
But I thirst and burn
With a lonely void
Rendering me incompatible

I search for the desert
The snake biting my tail
Holding nothing closer
In my arms than I should
Everything seems forsaken
Bitter dreams haunting me
Falling farther down into desire
Can't come up from the fire

New clothes. New gear. Soon christmas. The fam. A new year. Just being greatful for what i got

I eased you from the worldly fire with my heart;**  *so you didn't have to feel the burn without love before my own flames ignited.