Melody Claire

Melody Claire Jan 2016

Hopeless

YOU KNOW WHAT?
THERE'S NOTHING POETIC ABOUT IT
THERE'S NOTHING ARTSY ABOUT ANY OF IT
IT HURTS AND IT HURTS AND THERE'S NOWHERE TO GO
AND NOTHING I THAT I SAY OR CREATE
CAN EVER REALLY EXPLAIN HOW IT FEELS.
there is no relief. there is no hope

Jan 2016

Nicole Dawn

Untitled

I may have held the gun
But I didn't pull the trigger

I may have tied the rope
But I didn't pull it tighter

I may have grasped the knife
But I didn't slice my flesh

I may have wanted to die
But it was you who did the killing

Does this make sense to anyone else?

#sad #suicidal #done

Melody Claire Jan 2016

Help

If you knew me then,
do you know me now?
Can't you tell that I need help?
I did then,
I do now.

Melody Claire Jan 2016

You Gotta Accept It

There’s a part of me that will always wander to you when I’m half asleep and cold.
There’s a part of me that still calls you my home.
And I don’t think that part will ever fade
or dissinegrate into an empty space
where it can crumble and erase
Somewhere in the calluses of your hands,
are still big plans that we once had
The plans that you still hold onto
when the days are long and you have no one to belong to
We forgot to grow
To understand and be left alone

#past

Melody Claire Jan 2016

Sweet Words

Sweet dreams my love,
I'll be gone when you wake up.
I'd tell you where I'm around,
if I knew that myself.
I've been sinking in charming words from rotten souls
But I've been thinking in slurred terms about you letting go.
No, these sweet words are my only hope.

#words #sweet #gone #dontgo

Dec 2015

Zane2976

I See You

I see you
When you've lost control
When the anger takes over
When your eyes are screaming louder than your words
For help
For understanding
For stability
I see you

I know you
When you don't want to feel like this
When you don't want to hurt anyone
When you don't want to be let down
By your family
By your school
By the people there to help you out
I know you

I know you're hurting
I know you're so confused
I know I don't know how to help you

Its easier to take it out on me
I'll never leave you
Its easier to have a place to let go
I'll always have a safe place for you
Its easier to say you're sorry
I'll never ask you to

I know this is not you
I know this is not your fault
I know this is not you

I love you
I will be here for you
Because
I know you
I see you

#odd #adhd #autism #spd