I've watched you fall for girls
over and over again
I watched your heart been broken
and suffer miles of pain

I've always been there
to pick you up when you fall
Been a shoulder to cry on
a companion through it all

Still you carry on drowning
in all these endless tears
And if you don't stop now
You'll carry on through the years

I swore the last time it happened
I'd pull myself away
Walk out the door and say goodbye
never again would I stay

But once again I'm back with you
holding you as you cry
"I'll leave for real next time" I say
but we both know I won't try

Why do I always put myself through the pain of falling for the wrong guy over and over? The one I know I can never have. I'll never be good enough, or pretty enough for them, and yet I fall anyway, and each time hurts more than the last. I cry myself to sleep wondering where I go wrong. Why do they always go for the girls who are so perfect? they never spare me a glance. I think I'll always live in a cycle of falling for the wrong guy and always be alone...

There are no more words to speak
My body's completely weak
My eyes are red and swollen
My mind and soul are shaken

I am the victim who's been
Returning to the crime scene
Where my heart was left bleeding
Where there's no way of healing


You stabbed me with thousand knives
Pain burns in my sleepless nights
Drowned me in your dreadful lies
Choked me with lethal goodbyes

These shadows of yesterday
Keep chasing me all the way
Dragging me back to the past
I can't run away so fast

Loosen your tight grip on me
Baby please just set me free
Nightmare i can't wake up from
That's how it has all become

For you it was just a game
Playing with you was insane
Nothing had worked out so well
You turned my world into hell

You left me trapped in this road
In the dark of these shadows
Left me suffering the pain
Of unending yesterday

Cigarettes will stain
but not as much
as the ones you left on me

Razor blades will cut
but not as deep
as the wounds you've given me

For no pain
or suffering
can have an impact like you

because i believe
                                                        t­hat fate brought us together
       to start something
                                                   beautiful
             something
                                             wonderful
                   something
                                          new

      ­       a painful yet fascinating collision
                                      of
                               me and *you.