What is it when you afraid that he’ll change
and you are just tired
because you are still the same person
when you were 10 years old.

What is it when the idea of not seeing each other
for a short times make your chest feels like being stampped
with a very big book.
Is it a love?
when you want nothing to do with him
but his stare makes your whole body trembling.

your best friend said

that you breakup with your girlfriend

He said that she already dating someone else

I dont know what to say

but it was such a relief to hear that

But the way your best friend talked

that you cried over the break up

is really making my heart shattered.

I dont know that human capable of feeling this,

when you finally can breath

but all you have to breath is toxic

relieving and painful at the same time

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23.02.16

The way he looks at me,
with magnificence and praise
Slices my heart to bleed
in hopes that,
May his love
looks at me
the same way
his lusts do.

But the truth is:
While his eyes worship me,
His heart sees me as nobody.

- qyf