indian
white
water lilies
waiting
to exhale
after
breathing
in
the fresh
scent of moonlight

I never knew i could disintegrate so easily
not once but twice reduce in shallow
fragments , I decompse of you
Only to find myself in decay
The chemistry of a broken heart
slowly transforming itself
into poison is interacting
with you
on a level of hurt
I´m simply trying to infect you

oh Lord
i
love
the
whole sky
i seal
with
a clean heart
before
i die

'All that I hoped.
Starting to die.
How will I cope.
With my old life.
Now that you know.
How that I feel.
Cant let it go.
Never concealed.
For the first time.
Look at me now.
My only crime.
Was letting me down.
I'll go with you.
Trust what you say.
Brand new person.
Same old mistakes.'

I know it is not my place
Yet I read your work and cannot help but wonder
Can you see yourself the way I do
Not just a mess. A horrible person
With honey in their words
Acid on their tongue
Dreams of neverwhere dripping like leaky faucet lips
I cannot help but want to fix with a wrench

Secluded within my quilted cocoon
A mess of white bed sheets - embrace me tight!
Forlorn, humming gloomily to the tune
Of silence in the solitude of night

Oh, how I love to sleep, to dream of light
And monarch wings and fruitful dahlia blooms
Sweet nectar of utopia’s delight
Where melodies of silken harps do croon

But flightless I must nest within this tomb
My heavy heart a hindrance to free flight
Curled up within this embryotic womb
For release, to God my prayers I do recite