She asked for tonight and he was ready for forever
So he just held her while the window shutters shook

She muttered in her sleep and he called her name when he was awake
So she said his back because he made her heart beat faster

She stood calf deep in the wind and snow and he wished her inside
So he stepped into the storm and was just in time to see her collapse

She was the only one he wanted and he was the only one around for her
So she let him bring her inside and he held her for another night

She woke in his arms once more
                           He dreamt of their together days and always
But his sleeping face scared her
                           But he was unaware of her uncertainties

So she left at his side a note to replace her
                           And he wasn't sure where to look for her this time

               But                                                                  ­           While
She had after all only asked for tonight                   He was ready for forever

Ashen,
corpse-like
I am.

I found my life long companion, and sorrow was her name.
She wore me like a gown of time, within this world of clay.
I remembered how I use to smile, in a world so far away.

Ashes came like sheets of rain, from trees that wept for me.
And darkness swooned a deeper gloom, beneath my burning tree.

I wish my wounds were fatal, so I could simply die.
I wish that it was raining, so they couldn't see me cry.

I found my life long companion, and sorrow was her name.
She wore me like a ****** scar, within this world of flame.
I remembered how I use to smile, but now it seems so far away.

I have no urge to care
Being pushed off, why should I
I'm cast off to the side,
but I still have feet to walk on
and hands in which to march.

The answer to rejection is apathy
if you don't care for someone
they can't hurt you.

The answer to never finding a soul mate
is to stop searching.

I used to dream of a glamourous wedding
of a love that could not be compared.
I once wanted things that were good
and solid.

Now all that structure I wanted
is just a dream, a fruitless dream
who could ever be with someone so insubstantial as me.
ever evolving.

So no, you can push me
but I won't fall
you can cut me,
but I won't bleed.

I bled enough.

There was a boy
And there was a girl
Who both fell in love
With each other
Who both never knew

Years has passed
When they cross paths
She was with someone else
Who she gave a look
So familiar to him

When he realized
He wanted to tell her
He felt the same
But he saw her smile
And that’s how he knew
He was just too late

*a. gale

When the darkness comes.

I will be waiting for it.

With my eyes open wide.

With my soul still pure.

And with my soul still intact.



I will fight with pride.

With no going back.

I will try not to fall.

I will stand my ground.

Never bow down my head.



Let the darkness engulf me.

For my lady's light glows.

Her love gives me strength.

Against the impossible odds.

Showing me the way.

D* *estructing
A gonizing
R uthless
K *illing

the night is so dark
the darkness, it consumes me
the night is so dark